waiting on the front porch

she just stood there on the front porch waiting for her will to come and get her she was packed she had a suitcase full of noble intentions she had a map and a straight face hell bent on reinvention she was learning about please and huge humilities then one day she looked around her and everything up til then was showing and she wondered how did i get here without even knowing where i was going? ~ani difranco

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

holy crap


guys. i'm DONE!!!

it is 12:57 am. i just finished my last assignment for the semester. the semester that almost killed me, yes, but taught me oh-so-much-more than just book-larnin.

i have a month off.

what the hell am i going to do?

ONE WHOLE FREAKING MONTH. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

you know what was weird right before i sat myself down for the final. bloody. time. to write this thing, i found a tiny, paper flower on my desk by the keyboard.

now, i don't do tiny paper flowers. i have NO idea how this tiny paper flower got to be in my apartment in the first place, let alone how it magically appeared on my desk, by my hand.

it looks like a chamomile flower. and because i'm a google-freak, i googled chamomile symbolism. apparently, it means wisdom, luck, and longevity. COOL.


i love everybody right now. i feel like i just won a war with one of the most uncomfortable parts of myself - the part that is afraid to succeed.

18 Comments:

Blogger b/sistersshoes said...

YES!!! my love...no more fear in succeeding :)

Congratulations on tucking one more semester under your belt. I'm so proud and happy for you, bee! :) Give yourself plenty of pats on the back, you worked hard, and it shows. Be proud, turn the music up loud and dance in the middle of the room.

You deserve a treat...one is on the way ;-)

loving you extra,
XXXOOO
darlene

1:18 AM  
Blogger Shaz said...

Warm Hug to you. Congratulations

2:27 AM  
Blogger John said...

Hurrah, congratulations B!

I say this event deserves a celebratory drink...or seven, if you're so inclined.

Your accomplishment this semester speaks volumes to your strength, commitment, and sheer tenacity. Don't forget that.

Sippins with you in spirit,

your cosmic twin.

5:15 AM  
Blogger erin said...

yay!

as far as what to do? one word:

sleep :)

congrats

6:58 AM  
Blogger ruby said...

whoo hoo!!! go and celebrate...and send me some good vibes; i have one more week! ugh.
xoxoxo

8:21 AM  
Blogger a m y said...

WOO HOO! I'm so excited for you!

10:00 AM  
Blogger Deb R said...

YAAYYYYYY!!!
I'm so happy and excited for you and so proud of you!

Now enjoy every last MOMENT of that month off, y'hear!

10:08 AM  
Blogger j said...

that's awesome! congrats!

10:23 AM  
Anonymous ceanandjen said...

Hurrah for you! You have worked so hard to get this point.

I hope that you enjoy your month and spend equal parts relaxing and adventuring!

A huge congratulations to you sweet B!!!!!!!

11:21 AM  
Blogger Amber said...

Yay! Congrats! Now try to relax a little. Breath. Sit next to a warmly lit Christmas tree in the dark, and breath... You are this much closer to the end! It is a good feeling, I know.

:)

1:21 PM  
Blogger daisies said...

: ) yah yah yah you!!! double hand spring somersault ... I am so happy for you ~ enjoy the time off full of relaxed happy!!

warm happy hugs!

2:31 PM  
Anonymous Chris said...

Hey, congrats, there's nothing like the feeling of making actual progress.

Now with one month off, its the perfect time for a hobby (may i suggest origami?)

6:55 PM  
Blogger Jessie said...

oh my god, I MISS YOU TOO!!! i miss you, i miss you, i miss you!

i want to write you an e-mail and tell you all the reasons why..but, damnit, i'm tired and if i tried to write now i just wouldn't make any sense.

so instead i'll just say !!CONGRATULATIONS!! on getting to the end of the semester and !!HURRAY!! for a whole, long month OFF!!! ahhh...i can feel your relief all the way from here.

lots of love to you, bee. loads of it, actually. ;)
j.

10:07 PM  
Blogger melba said...

Hooray for you!!!
a whole month; make sure you take time to enjoy yourself!

5:57 AM  
Blogger liz elayne said...

congratulations!!!

and i love that you found that little flower. serendipity...

10:24 AM  
Blogger Scott said...

Enjoy your month off. Congrats with being done. Very cool.

Scott

12:47 PM  
Blogger Vesper said...

way to go! i just finished mine....like ten minutes ago! feels SO good!

12:40 AM  
Anonymous Dana said...

Yay! You rock.

5:24 PM  

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