waiting on the front porch

she just stood there on the front porch waiting for her will to come and get her she was packed she had a suitcase full of noble intentions she had a map and a straight face hell bent on reinvention she was learning about please and huge humilities then one day she looked around her and everything up til then was showing and she wondered how did i get here without even knowing where i was going? ~ani difranco

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Friday, September 15, 2006

i'm finding it impossible to find the words to describe the state of mind i'm in. nothing fits.

i've been an asshole to the people who i love in the midst of my confusion and i'm losing sleep over it.

i know things will settle down but i'm not finding blogging to be the refuge from it all the way it used to be.

this could be for an hour, the rest of the day, the rest of the weekend, or a bit longer, but i need some time. to think, to sort out, to make some decisions that actually feel right for who i am.

this isn't as out of the blue as it may seem. i'm sorry.

2 Comments:

Blogger Claire said...

Take whatever time you need honey - and know we're all here and sending you all the good vibes we can muster.

Take care of you, sweetheart.

2:59 AM  
Blogger Sacred Suzie said...

Sounds like you're going through a hard time right now Bee. Don't worry, we'll still be here when you need us.

6:09 AM  

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